The "deep story" of (I am in the Storm) by Mabel Matiz and Niels Broos is a poetic exploration of emotional turbulence, the struggle for self-existence, and the cyclical nature of inner conflicts.
: The lyrics often touch upon the "ghosts" of the past. Matiz uses metaphors of heavy burdens and unsaid words to describe the baggage that defines an individual's identity.
: The experimental sounds create a feeling of vertigo, mirroring the lyrical themes of losing one's way only to find a deeper sense of self. Lyrical Symbolism
: There is a unique Turkish concept called hüzün (a collective, soulful melancholy) present in the track. It’s not just sadness; it’s a dignified acceptance of suffering that empowers the soul. The Sonic Narrative (Niels Broos' Contribution)
The collaboration with Dutch keyboardist adds a layer of "organized chaos."
: The title and recurring motif, "Fırtınadayım," suggest that the protagonist is not just passing through a storm, but living within it. It portrays the storm not as a temporary disaster, but as a permanent state of being where one finds their true strength.
At its core, the song serves as a manifesto for the "outsider"—those who find themselves caught in life's storms but choose to remain standing rather than seeking shelter. The Core Themes
: The song implies that when you are in the eye of the storm, traditional "directions" or societal expectations no longer matter. You are forced to navigate by your own internal rhythm.